Binge eating disorder maybe?

I have always had depression issues but never seen anyone about it... for quite a while now though it seems that I have developed what appears to be binge eating disorder... I never feel satisfied until I am stuffed full and can't eat more... sometimes I'll go to a fast food restaurant and order enough to feed 3 people... I don't usually intend to eat it all at once... I sometimes stick stuff in the fridge to eat later... but not anymore... every time I have done that recently I have ended up eating it all... I bought 3 kfc doubledowns one day thinking I'll put 2 in the fridge and reheat them and eat them later... ended up eating 2 right away and the last one maybe an hour later... and I know it's bad but I can't seem to stop it... even if I stop myself and think "no I've had enough" 20 min later I'll be in the kitchen making something to eat after I've "forgotten" that I said I had enough... or if I don't eat all day and then I smell some food a coworker brought or something like that it will get me thinking about food and then I just go into a feeding frenzy when I go to get food. I've tried drinking water.. that just makes me have to pee more often... chewing gum... it seems to work only while there is good flavor in it... and then I add another piece... I've gone through entire packs of gum in an hour easily... my place is a disaster and I don't have the energy to clean anything unless it's a dish I need to cook or eat... I am afraid to take out the trash for fear someone may see all the fast food wrappers and such... so my living room has several 45 gallon trash bags stuffed full and tied shut just sitting there and plenty more trash around my desk I haven't even picked up.. hell I even created this account just so my real yahoo username won't have this in the questions history. I've tried getting help before... i assumed I would need a psychiatrist but every one I called wanted to put me on a month long waiting list... what good does that do? as you can probably guess I'm gaining weight pretty fast and I don't really feel I can stop it...