How should I handle my relationship (Long, but I really need some advice!)?

Ok well you are 2 years older than her. She is still in high school and does not want to grow up yet. You have talked to her about the tings that bother you and that is a good thing but she seems to freak out about it. I think that you should talk to her one more time and seriously sit down and talk to her face to face and say that you love her very much but things are starting to change. I understand that you do not want to hurt her but as the days go on the deeper you are going to get into this situation. After you talk to her see what she does. If she does freak out then I hate to say it but she was not the right one for you. You are very conflicted I can tell but in the end if you are crying because it is this bad then you should really put it into her hands and see what her reaction is. BUT do not do it meanly. Be nice and sweet and just tell her the truth. Do not lie to her. Tell her what is really going on in your mind. If she really loves you she will understand where you are coming from. I really do hope this helps and I hope everything works out for you! GOOD LUCK!:)